Win or lose in the life

Richard believes that there are two kinds of peole: winners or losers in life, and he plans to publish a book about a 9 step process on how to be a winner. That means he gets too hung up on the outcome of the life and he also fears to be lose. This movie was starting in his spaech, but it told to us that there are more important something in life over the outcome.
All of family took a long trip because Doughter, Olive, want to take part in the Little Miss Sunshine Contest. Old bus was broken a clutch on the road. For the starting the bus, all of members got it off and should push it. This scene said family should get together for adversity.
In fact, the name of family fane seem to be very strong but, it's inadeuate like old broken bus.
Always the bus had problem and

Don't procrastinate

I have a serious problem: Procrastination. For example, I always worried about my dinner. What do I have to prepare for dinner? But, that's all. Thinkings are too much. After too much thinking, I don't have time to prepare for my meal. So usually, my husband and I eat instant nuddle ,which made very easy and spent short time.
Since I came to U.S. I made a plan that I read a book every month. But I put off from day to day.
It kills my soul. I hate procrastinating I keep doing it. I keep thinking about failure and I feel guilty. That is the real reason why I have this problem. Let's not wait for the last minute and see what I can do for now.

Just take a break!

The sky is blue, and the wind is fresh. But my head is stuff, and my eyes are tired. Next week, I'm under hard pressur of several quizes. So, maybe I'll very busy, because I didn't have anything about the exam. I always wait the fortune.

I'm still waiting.

People say, there are three chances that we can meet through whole our life. I guess this time. I've faced with the last one, hopefully it's not, though. Like other people, I have a dream in which I can find a 'alive myself'. However, it's not such a big drea. So I can try and try till I can make it. Right now, I do not even want to imagine I do not work what I wanted do. Even it's failed, I would not discourage. Because there is always the third chance is waiting for me.

When I feel that I'm alone.

Sometimes, I feel too Lonely. In fact, I don't hace much time to feel sort of lonely so that I have many friends and good family. But, nowdays I'm in U.S. I can't see those lovely people. when I feel that T'm alone, I wast to be a famouse person. If I'll be famouse person, for example, the movie star or singer something, when I walk in the street, so many people say to me "hi!" don't they?

Soap opera-Lover

I have a serious problem about watching a soap opera. Actually, we say "drama" in Korea. Soap opera is not good story, but darama is different. One day, When I visited to my friend, I had a chance to watched Korean drama, "Yeon-In", Which means lover. Once I watched the firest episode, I immediately fell in love with it. Yesterday, my friend downloaded all the stories havd been brodcasted from the Internet. As soon as I received them, I started satching from the second story to 14th one with no break. The time that I got hme was around midnight, and I kept watching them until the next day noon. Fortunately, it was Saturday weekend, so I did not have to worryabout going to school. However, I was disappointed about myself that I did not control myself. I love watching anything that is visualized. The problem is I do not save it for another day.I could have watched the Korean drama little by little and finished them with in a week. But, I had to see thae all at once to find the end of the story. I heard that people love watching saup opera because og indilect experience. By empathzing themselves into characters of movies, they feel achievement and satisfaction. This type of group is high tendency to became a couch potato. That is why I even do not see the sneak preview of a saup-drama.

Terrible disease

When I came U.S, one of my x-colleague asked to me some medicine for the gums, so I sent to him. Before I've dome to U.S. I'd met him, at that time, he'd been very bad. Espaecially, he'd taken nosebleed and been very tired. Today one of my other colleague called me and I heard from him. Few month ago, he went to see a doctoer and head some inspection. The result was lack of a white blood corpuscle and a red corpuscle and a blood platelet. Now, he's in hospital. After called to her, I couldn't study all day longg. That was very shocked to me.